Deep love is also heartless

Chapter 456 Shouldn’t

Lian Cuiwei looked at Juzi in surprise and asked anxiously, "Juzi, why do you say that?"

Orange said dejectedly, "I felt that I should have died in that landslide. My death would have been the end of everything. After a few years, we have all returned to our original lives.

But I happened to be alive again. When I was alive, I would have focused on Wu Fangyi's identity and lived an honest life. But I was not satisfied and had to come back. As a result, not only did I get into trouble, but the people around me who were kind to me also had all kinds of problems. My grandparents also passed away because they were worried about me. Do you think I am a disaster?"

"But if it weren't for you, Lian Cuiwei would have been shot long ago. What's wrong with you? The culprit for the death of my grandparents was Wei Ningyu. What does it have to do with you? Even if we dig deeper, it's still Meng Lieque who caused the trouble. You are also a victim. How can you take the responsibility on yourself?"

"But if it weren't for me, Bai Yu's child wouldn't have died, and Bai Yu wouldn't have turned from love to hate."

"Juzi, what's wrong with you? You were never so conflicted before, but why are you so sentimental now? Bai Yu was unlucky in the end. She married the wrong person. It's Cui Ming's fault. You almost got killed by him. What right does he have to push the blame onto you?"

"Cuiwei, don't you feel that ever since I came back, I've been in trouble one after another? I'm not a public figure, nor a big star, but I'm more famous than anyone else. As long as I'm around, people who follow me are in trouble.

There are so many volunteers, and they are all fine, but I am the only one who is on the news.

My grandma has lived in her house for more than 20 years without any problems, but now that the house is mine, someone else has come to occupy it. If I am not a disaster star, then what am I? "

"Juzi, you can't belittle yourself. Why are you torturing yourself like this? What happened today?"

"My home in the town has been destroyed beyond recognition. Although it has been restored to its original state, I just feel that it no longer has the warmth it once had. I no longer have the presence of my grandparents. It's like I have nothing left. I feel like I am wasting my life."

"You can't think like that. You may have experienced more setbacks, but who can have smooth sailing all the time? Look at me. I used to want to stand out and do something big, but in the blink of an eye, I really have nothing. I was even forced to divorce in prison. Who is more miserable than me?

Orange, you are putting too much pressure on yourself now. As the saying goes, when things are not going well for you, even drinking cold water will make your teeth ache. Maybe God wants you to work hard and suffer. Your life will be smooth after the New Year."

Juzi smiled bitterly and tears came out as she said, “I kept that house to commemorate my grandparents, but after it was taken away by someone else, I felt really sorry for my grandpa.

At the beginning, it was agreed that my grandma would take care of my illness and I would take care of them in their old age, but my grandma and grandpa have been worrying about me all their lives, but I have never been filial to them for a single day. "

"Who says you're not filial? For the elderly, companionship is the happiest thing. But you've been with them for twenty years. Isn't that filial piety?

Birth, aging, illness and death are inevitable. Don't let your imagination run wild. Orange, you used to be so enthusiastic and cheerful, why are you acting so old-fashioned now? You did nothing wrong. Don't put so much pressure on yourself for no reason, okay? "

"Cuiwei, I feel so tired. My heart is always in a state of panic. I have no interest in doing anything."

"Then don't work, go outside to see the scenery and communicate with more people."

Orange didn't expect that she didn't see the scenery, but saw something she shouldn't have seen.