Know Yourself in the Dragon World

Chapter 326 The Child in My Heart

"But I just hope..."

Han Qiu's words seemed weak.

Before he could finish, he was interrupted by Lu Mingze.

"Hope is a beautiful thing, but it will eventually turn into fragments and bubbles." Lu Mingze suddenly stopped looking like a devil. He was tired and exhausted. "It is neither sacred nor eternal."

"But he is the protagonist." Han Qiu said confidently.

"The protagonist in life?" Lu Mingze also has his own limitations. The rain no longer stops, and it hits the umbrella with a loud noise.

He moved the umbrella to shield Han Qiu from the rain, while he himself was exposed to the heavy rain.

Soaked like a stray dog ​​on the roadside.

He was indeed a wild dog, the symbol of the Son of God in the Bible, who could only appear in this half-human, half-ghost form.

"He has always known what his life should be like. The more you push him forward, the more he will look back in the direction of the port. Desperadoes have no way to retreat. I am willing to cooperate with you, not because of those two powers."

Lu Mingze spoke calmly and slowly: "Why would I care about the power of the traitor? It's such a weak power. I want to see if you can do it, using your clumsy method, the method I used before. Brother has always been the protagonist in his own life. The circle of his life is so small, if he encounters danger, he will cede some, and then cede more. Only when he has no place to stand, he will consider leaving."

“You can arouse his curiosity, but you can’t arouse his motivation.”

Han Qiu looked at Lu Mingfei, whose eyes were regaining clarity. "He is the Holy Spirit, right?"

“Hahahaha…” Lu Mingze laughed dryly: “The Holy Spirit is his choice, not an inevitable result. If you don’t want me to sacrifice someone’s life and make him a desperado, then promise me one thing.”

"I thought you were going to cancel the cooperation."

"It's considered a bottom line for both of us. I will keep your affairs secret, but one day in the future, you will also help me protect my brother."

"Me? I'm busy."

"But Lu Mingfei will reach the same destination as you."

"Who else do you want to die?"

"I don't know." Lu Mingze shrugged his shoulders in the same way Lu Mingfei usually does. "Who knows? Maybe I'll send him to the gallows himself. He's very afraid of death. Letting him keep fighting against death might be helpful."

Han Qiu looked into the darkness in the distance. From the moment he entered this neighborhood, he noticed Jiude Mai hiding in the dark.

"I still need Jörmungandr to deal with all the half-bloods in the world. Do you really want him to die..." Han Qiu understood what Lu Mingze meant.

"There have always been people who hope he dies. His role will become smaller and smaller, and the benefits he brings will outweigh the risks. You put everything in advance, and so can I. But I can be so cruel as to do this, and you can't." Lu Mingze said.

"If you really want to do this, I will do my best to protect him." Han Qiu agreed.

"Thank you." Lu Mingze was about to turn around, but he turned back and leaned close to Han Qiu's ear, "Let me give you a gift. You once asked me to find my identity and past, and you can also find it. I don't know what I am, and you don't know either, right? Many things are not as simple as they seem."

"I'll tell him, right now," said Mr. Han.

Han Qiu wanted to ask something, but when he turned around, Lu Mingze had disappeared.

But something was stimulated, and a new, nameless book began to flip through Han Qiu's mind, along with various fragments of memories.

Everything returned to normal. Lu Mingfei curled up on the ground wailing, and the membrane wings growing on his back slowly retracted.

"Although it's time to end, I'm really unhappy..." Han Qiu muttered, picking up a wooden stick. "Lao Lu, I want to beat you up, but I'm afraid of beating you to death. I can only let you remain a monster for a while."

Uesugi Yue looked at everything in front of him in astonishment. He couldn't figure out whether Han Qiu's learning ability was too strong or he just knew it naturally.

The sound is exactly the same as the one played by the king.

"Uesugi Yue, take Eri and go first, I will follow as soon as possible." Han Qiu told the location of the crow.

Next is the time to vent your dissatisfaction and enjoy the pleasure of beating up the protagonist.

Han Qiu can't let go because Eri and Uesugi Yue are here.

"Are you crazy?" Uesugi Yue knew how terrifying Lu Mingfei was when he went crazy.

"If I can't even handle him, what's the point of talking about it? If he doesn't live up to expectations, I'll do it myself." Han Qiu whispered to himself, made an "ok" gesture to Uesugi Yue, and then shouted loudly: "Eri needs treatment, don't waste time."

Hearing this, Uesugi Yue no longer hesitated.

Han Qiu just felt peaceful and tapped faster and faster.

Lu Mingfei was finally about to come out of his dragon state, but was forcibly dragged back by Han Qiu.

"Lu Mingfei, don't you cherish the little things you have? Sooner or later they will leave, and you will be alone."

"Aren't you used to being alone and having someone to protect you? But one day, you will have to face it alone."

"I told you today that I approached you because you are special. Do you think I consider you a friend?"

"You're worthy of it?"

"When Zhao Menghua confessed his love to me in the cinema, I knew the result long ago. I just hope you can fight for it like a man, even if you lose."

"You've already been embarrassed enough, do you care about being embarrassed again?"

"Do you really consider Lao Tang your friend? When Lao Tang saw you at the academy, he stopped. Don't you find it strange?"

"How many people in this world would be so angry about an orphan like Old Tang, but would restrain themselves when they saw you? But you killed him. You don't ask what the world should be like. You only believe in what you are taught."

"How can you be so naive when you shouldn't be naive? I wasn't as naive as you back then! Although I also believed in some fairy tales and was deceived by others."

"All right……"

Han Qiu stopped talking nonsense, and the sound of the clappers also stopped.

Lu Mingfei returned to his normal state, and the fire in his eyes seemed to burn the world.

"I made a mistake, I admit it. I didn't keep in mind what my senior brother said. I gave you the power to choose. I thought the protagonist should be like this and like that, but I overlooked that the person standing in front of me was not a character in a book, but a living person."

After transforming into a dragon, Lu Mingfei rushed towards Han Qiu again, grabbed Han Qiu's neck and slammed him against the wall.

"Lu Mingze was wrong, and I was wrong too. I can't control his mistakes, I just need to take care of myself." Han Qiu pinched Lu Mingfei's wrist, and there was a sound of scales cracking under the huge force.

"If you don't want to save the world, then don't. If I want to save it, then I will. If we're lucky, maybe we can still share weal and woe."

"I was lied to and told that I would trade my life for power. Well, it's not really a lie. To you, the person who loves you is basically closely connected to your life and cannot be separated from you."

"I let you go, just think of it as letting myself go, and we can be good friends. I want to be a hero, but since I've never been one, there are many things that can only be experienced here."

"It's normal if you don't want to be one. Life is not a fantasy novel, so life is challenging and even more frightening."

"I really have returned to the mentality of my youth. I am the world. When I was young, I thought I should challenge, break, and move forward even if I get hurt. Those timid people have holes in their brains. Later, I did none of them. I was trapped in my own world and couldn't get out."

"All my courage in this life was left in my youth. From then on, I was just a coward. If it weren't for this trip, I might have really been a coward forever."

"At first I didn't understand why I had such a strong desire to go home, even though it wasn't my home. It's wonderful here, and I live a better life here."

"Later, I gradually realized that I am the same as you. You have a dead child in your heart, but I have a hot-blooded and indestructible child in my heart. That child is laughing at me and calling me. I am tired and I fall, but he is not yet. He roars at the world and waits for the next charge. I am a soldier fleeing the battlefield. I remember the first time I missed an exam. Although my mind told me that it was no big deal, I felt uncomfortable in my heart and something was stabbing me."

Most of Han Qiu's words fell silent in the middle, and that strange force prevented him from saying something about "another world".

But he still wanted to say it, even in his heart. This is not a truth, but just what Han Qiu thought.

He had only spoken his true feelings to Mr. Han, but now he wanted to speak to Lu Mingfei. As compensation for his wrongdoings, and also as advice. Although Lu Mingfei couldn't understand him in this state, he couldn't speak clearly because of his sudden loss of voice.

"I have reasons to continue to be brave, and I hope you can find such reasons, too. Chen Wenwen said that as you grow up, the older you get, the braver you should be."

"Don't be afraid."

Han Qiu used all his strength and shouted hysterically in his mind: "Mr. Han! Increase the speed for me, even for a moment!"